Well, the drains got yanked out today. It hurt like the dickens but oh so comfortable now that I don't have them hanging on me. I asked why one side has a huge dimple in it and was told that is is a dissoluble stitch to keep the implant in place. If it doesn't go away in a few weeks then the doctor will go in and take it out.
Right now I'm feeling down for a few reasons one is the way it looks, if I had know that this is how it would look with my body I would not have done reconstruction. The other major reason I'm down is that I was told today that I not be able to pick up my baby for 4 to 6 weeks, which means he will need to be in someone elses care during that time. I miss holding him and rocking him to sleep oh so much. It will all be worth it in the end but it really hurts, emotionally, right now.